It's Alex's birthday today.
No one has said anything.
Even me.
I can't. I don't want to be a sad reminder of the fact that they are gone.
Mom and I went out with Grandma to celebrate her 86th birthday today.
On the way home I picked up some flowers, and stopped at the cemetery.
I had a little chat with Alex, paced in the wet grass for a bit, and talked about my life.
I miss them.