I had a real good birthday. Lots of birthday wishes at work, including being serenaded over the walkies by my manager. Rachel took me out to dinner and we spent the weekend together. There was a nice little Troll party at Tiko's with camp people, which was quite loverly and full of Trolls, Wii, and Whoonu?.

I ATE CAKE IN MY JAMMIES!
(that's the first one in 3 years that hasn't said and em :()

On the way home Sunday night all I could think about was my friendship with Rachel U. I want to be her friend, but can I be friends with someone who thinks I should have less rights than her? How were we so close for so long and I never knew. It's just been dragging on me. I know it's corny, but I just kept listening to "Begin Again" by Ellis. "Can I let myself reveal all the feelings I have, that I can't ignore?" There is part of me that is totally confident I want and could be her friend and then another that feels like I would be too bothered and hurt.

I'm having trouble with Wells Fargo again. I hate money. Whenever I seem to have enough, something goes wrong. It's a resolution of mine to be real good with money. I've been writing down every little bit I spend. I'm going to need to do some babysitting Saturday to make up for the fact that I only have 10 hours at ON next week, but I like watching those little babes. I'm also selling some clothes on the internets.

If only I could grow a marshmallow tree and sell those.